Medication, specifically mental health meds. It's a tricky subject. Some people hate the thought of taking them, others support other means of treatment more, and still there are others like me who are just trying to find the right combination to help us to do more than just exist. Currently I'm on Vraylar, Lexapro, and Wellbutrin. I honestly don't know if they are working for me. It's very hard to tell sometimes. 

I'm functioning ok but I don't feel happy. I'm sure it has a lot to do about my environment. But things are starting to look up a little after a recent family talk. Maybe things will change for the better. At least I hope they do.